Gia Karaji: shekaru 26 yana neman soyayya

Ji Karaji wata mace ce, duk da cewa ta gajeren rayuwarsa, ta bar alama mai haske a cikin tsarin tsarawa. Ta zama babban jimillar kafin lokacin ya bayyana. Duk rayuwarta tana neman ƙauna, amma ba ta samu ba ... A ƙarshe, Gia ya mutu a shekara ta 26 kuma ta zama ɗaya daga cikin mata da aka sani a Amurka, wadanda suka mutu daga cutar AIDS.
An haifi Gia a cikin iyalin Amurka. Mahaifinsa yana da dukan hanyoyin sadarwa na abinci. Har zuwa shekaru 11, Gia ya zauna a cikin iyalin cikakken iyali, lokacin da yarinyar ta kasance shekaru 11 da haihuwa, mahaifiyarsa ta bar iyali. Tun daga wannan lokacin, yarinyar ta tsage tsakanin iyayensa da mahaifiyarsa, don haka ba ta da wata ƙauna. Bayan lokaci, ta sadu da abokinta na gaba mai suna Karen Karaz. Dukansu 'yan mata' yan wasa ne daga David Bowie.

Yayinda yake yarinya, yarinyar ta fara aiki a lokaci daya a cikin ɗakin cafes na mahaifinsa. Mahaifiyar Gia ta ga kyawawan 'yarta kuma ta yi ƙoƙari ta haɗa ta zuwa masana'antu. Mahaifiyar yarinya ta yi tunanin wannan matsala zai taimaka wajen yarinyar yarinya. Lokacin da yake da shekaru 17 ana lura da shi. Bayan shekara guda, ta koma New York. A wannan birni Wilhelmina Cooper ya lura da ita. Ita ce tsohuwar samfurin, kuma a wancan lokacin tana da tsarin kanta. Wilhelmina kamar yadda ta ce lokacin da ta ga wannan yarinya mai shekaru 18, ta gane cewa a gabanta ba wata rana ba ce, amma yarinya wanda zai ci nasara a duniya.



A cikin watanni uku na farko, Gia ya yi aiki a kan kananan ayyukan, kuma mai daukar hoto Arthur Elgort mai ɗaukar hoto ya ɗaure ta don mujallar Bloomingdale, ya gabatar da ita ga mutane kamar Richard Avedon, da wakilan Vogue da Cosmo. Yayinda yake aiki a kan mujallar Vogue, mai daukar hoto Kriya Won Wenzhenheim ya nuna cewa Gia ya kasance bayan ya yi aiki a kan babban aikin domin ya ɗauki wasu hotuna a cikin kyauta. Gia ya yarda, ƙarshe ya zama mafi yawan abin da za a iya ganewa da kuma rikice-rikice.

A baya bayan sauran lokuta masu daraja na zamanin, Gia ya tsaya domin halinta. Ta zabi aikin da kanta, wadda take sha'awar aiki. Idan ta ba ta da yanayi ko kuma ba ta son siffar da zata yi aiki, ta ki yarda. Lokacin da yake da shekaru 18 sai ta bayyana a kan murfin wasu mujallu da aka sani. Tuni a shekara ta 1979 ta bayyana a cikin nau'i uku na mujallar Vogue, kuma sau biyu a cikin harshen Amirka na Cosmo. Rufin da Gia ya zana a cikin zakka na launin rawaya a cikin Girkanci an dauke shi mafi kyawun murfinta.

A shekara ta 1980, malaminta Wilhelmina ya mutu daga ciwon daji kuma wannan shine babban buri ga Gia. Rashin hankali Gia ya nutsar da kwayoyi. Daga baya, ta zauna a kan jaririn. Tun daga wannan lokacin yana fara fara nuna hali a kan hotunan, don yin marigayi, kada su zo, su fita da wuri, da dai sauransu. A tarihin hoto na mujallolin na Mujallar Vogue akwai hargitsi, domin a hannunta akwai alamomi daga sirinji kuma masu daukan hoto sun cire waɗannan waƙoƙin.



Gia na neman farin ciki, kula da ƙauna, kuma kawai ya samu kudi da jima'i. Gia a matsayin supermodel ya sami kudi mai yawa, amma saboda rayuwarta, ba ta da farin ciki sosai. Yawancin maraice ta shafe shi kaɗai kuma zai iya zuwa kowane lokaci daga abokanta.

Amma ga rayuwarta, ta fi son mata. Maza suna sha'awar ita, amma kawai suna gudu. Tun da yara, ta rubuta wasiƙan ƙauna kuma ya ba 'yan mata. Ta kasance mai matukar damuwa da jin dadi. Tana iya ƙaunar farko da kuma samun ƙaunar sha'awarta, amma a mafi yawancin lokuta wannan ƙauna tana nufin magunguna, kudi. Mutane suna son wani abu daga ita, amma ba soyayya ba.

A wannan lokacin ba ta sha'awar aikin ba, sai ta dauki nauyin heroin hudu a kowace rana, duk da yake abokai sun shawarce ta kada suyi haka. Duk da haka, ta sanya hannu kan yarjejeniyar tare da Eylina Ford, amma ta yi aiki a ƙarƙashinta har tsawon makonni uku kuma aka kori (saboda rashin haɓaka).

A wannan lokacin, ta na da shekaru 20 kawai. A shekarar 1981 ta yanke shawarar dawowa daga magunguna. A wannan lokaci, ta sadu da wani dalibi Rochelle, wanda kuma magunguna ne. 'Yan mata sukan fara zama aboki, amma halayen halayen Rochelle sukan haifar da Jiy daga gaskiya.

A cikin bazara na wannan shekara, an kama ta ne saboda tuki yayin da yake shan giya. A lokacin rani an kama ta da sata abubuwa daga gidanta, bayan haka Gia ya sake farawa. Yayin da ake kula da ita, ta koyi game da mummunar mutuwar Chris Won Wenzhenheim, ta rushe, ta rufe ta ta wanka da kuma amfani da kwayoyi. Gia tana amfani da kwayoyi har tsawon shekaru, jikinsa ya fara rufe shi da mummunan ƙwayoyi.

A shekara ta 1982, tana kan ladabi, tana samun nauyi kuma yana fara aiki. Masu daukan hoto sun lura cewa Gia ba daya bane, a idonta babu wuta. An rage kudaden da aka biya don hoton hoton. A wannan shekara, ta ba da wata hira da ta ce tana daina shan magunguna, amma ta iya gani daga idanunta cewa tana daukar su. Ba da da ewa ba bayan da ya faru a kan harbe-harbe a Arewacin Afrika, aikinta na daidaitawa ya ƙare.

A shekara ta 1983, bayan kammala aikinta, ya koma Atlantic City kuma yayi hayan gida tare da abokinsa Rochelle.

A 1984, ta kai gawar kuma an sake rubuta shi don magani. A cikin asibiti, ta sami abokin Rob Fahey. Bayan watanni shida na magani, sai ta koma ƙauyukan Philadelphia. A nan ta fara aiki, zuwa kwalejin koleji, amma bayan watanni uku na irin wannan rayuwar ta fadi.

A shekarar 1985, ta koma Atlantic City, ta kara yawan jinsin heroin da aka yi amfani da shi, da rashin kudi kuma ta fara karuwanci a musayar kwayoyi (sau da yawa an kama shi).

A 1986 ta shiga asibiti tare da ciwon huhu. Ba da daɗewa ba ta gano cewa tana da lafiya da cutar AIDS kuma ya mutu a watanni shida. Kwayar ta sanya jikinta mummunan, saboda haka an binne shi a cikin akwati.

Kamar yadda kake gani, rayuwar Gia ta zama babban rabo, babban kudi, manta da narcotic da kuma magani mai tsawo. Tana neman ƙauna da kulawa, kuma bayan da ta ji kunya a cikin duniyar ta ainihi, ta fara neman ta'aziyya a cikin kwayoyi. Kodayake rayuwarta ta ragu, ta tuna ba wai kawai kyan gani ba ne, amma har ma da fina-finai masu ban sha'awa.