Ba wanda ya taba tunanin cewa balagar da yaron yaro ba zai rayu don ganin ranar haihuwarsa ta 28 ba. Nika Turbina, wanda sunansa ya kasance shekaru 20 da suka gabata ya kasance a kan kowa da kowa ya kashe kanta, ya tashi daga taga ta bene na biyar. Nika Turbina: kada ka manta ... Ba ta so a manta da ita, ta ki jinin.
Wannan ba shine ƙoƙarin farko na yarinya mai basira don kashe kansa ba. Bayan 'yan shekarun da suka wuce, ta riga ta fadowa, ba ta da wata hanya, daga taga, ta hanyar, ta biyar. Kuma idan lokacin da ya gabata, abin da ya faru ya fi dacewa da yarinyar, to, wannan lokacin Nika ta kashe har zuwa mutuwa. Amma ya kashe kansa ne, ko yarinyar ta yanke shawarar yin wasa tare da dukan mummunar barazana?
A shekara ta 1978, Nick yayi rashin lafiya sosai - tana da ciwon fuka. Yarinyar ba ta tashi daga gado ba, mahaifiyarta da kuma kakarta suka juya a kan gado. Nika ta tsoratar da su da buƙatun buƙatun don rubuta wasu sashe na waƙoƙi, don kada su manta. Maimakon yaron ya fi shinge, tsoratar da hankali. Abokai sun ce yarinyar ta karanta wasu waƙoƙin sauran mutane kuma yanzu suna tunawa, Nika kanta ta tabbatar da iyalanta cewa Allah ne da yake magana da bakinsa.
Wataƙila wata fasaha ta ɗan littafin Nick Turbina ta farka daga gaskiyar cewa tun daga yara yaro mahaifiyarsa ta karanta waƙa da "mawaki" masu mahimmanci: Mandelstam, Pasternak, Akhmatova. Tun da yaro, Nick ya ji layi. Mahaifiyar Nicky ma, wani mutum ne mai ban mamaki - wani dan wasan kwaikwayo wanda bai taba ganewa ba. Grandfather Nicky, sanannen masanin Crimean, Anatoly Nikanorkin, ya taru a gidansa a Yalta marubuta, marubuta da marubutan da suka sauka daga Moscow. Yarinyar ta saurari maganganunsu tun daga lokacin da ya fara, ya shiga tattaunawa. Wata rana, mahaifiyar Nicky ta tambayi kakan ya taimaka masa ta wallafa rubutun 'yarta a cikin littattafai na Moscow. Wannan ra'ayi, a gaskiya, ba shi da kuskure, saboda tunanin da yaron ya kasance mai raunana sosai, kuma waƙar Nicky sun kasance tare da baƙin ciki, suna marmarin cewa ba su kama da ƙwarewar yara ba. Duk da haka, ba da daɗewa ba a cikin litattafai na Moscow sun fito ne na farko na Nika Turbina, yarinyar yarinya. Sa'an nan kuma a cikin jaridu sun fara buga game da Nika kanta. Lokacin da yake da shekaru 9, littafin farko na Nicky Turbina, Drafts, ya buga, wanda aka fassara zuwa harsuna 12. Littafin ya kasance nasara. Kalmar gabatarwa ta littafin nan Evgeny Evtushenko ya rubuta.
Wannan shi ne farkon Nicky Turbina mai ban sha'awa wadanda ba 'ya'yan yara ba, wanda ya zama kamar wasa ga mawaki. An kama Nick a fadin duniya. Ta ci gaba da aiki kuma ta karanta waqoqin sa a cikin mummunar murya da murya, suna kallo a cikin zauren tare da kwarewar dabi'a.
A shekara ta 85, an ba Nika kyauta mafi girma - zaki zaki. Little Nika ya karya maƙallan, yana so ya duba idan an yi shi ne da zinariya. Zaki ya juya ya zama filastar ...
Sai Nika ta zauna a Moscow, ta yi karatu a makarantar firamare. Mahaifiyarta ta sake yin aure kuma ta haifa 'yarta Masha. Nike ta fara rashin zafi na uwarsa. A cikin waƙarta, maƙasudin motsa jiki, don burin mahaifiyarsa, sun kasance a baya.
A shekara ta 1990, an kira Nick don yin karatu a Switzerland. Tana gayyatar ya fito ne daga farfesa a fannin ilimin kimiyya. Ba da daɗewa ba Nick ya auri shi. Ba ta kunyatar da shi ba game da bambancin shekaru - likita a wannan lokacin yana da shekaru 76. Amma wannan ya yi mamakin dangin Nicky. Rayuwar iyali ba da daɗewa ba ta haifi yarinya, saboda likita ya shafe kwanaki a asibiti, kuma ta rasa ɗaya. Wannan rashin tausayi ya kai ga gaskiyar cewa Nick ya fara sha. Kuma daga bisani ta gudu zuwa Rasha.
A 1994, Nika ta shiga Cibiyar Al'adu, inda aka karɓa ba tare da gwaji ba. Alena Galich ya zama malamin da ya fi so kuma daga baya abokinsa. Alena Galich yayi Magana game da Nick, cewa tana da mummunar rauni, bayyanar mutuwa, amma rashin jin tsoro, rashin daidaito da kuma rashin kulawa. Nick ya sake rubutawa Alena "yayi alkawarin" cewa ba za ta ƙara sha ba. Amma duk abin da aka maimaita akai akai. A ƙarshen shekara ta farko, Nika ta je Yalta ga danginsa Kostya, kuma bai dawo cikin gwaji ba. Don sake dawowa a cikin ɗakin yanar gizon ya fito ne kawai zuwa sashen layi. Duk da haka, tare da kasusuwa na dangantaka mai tsawo ba su yi aiki ba, sai ya yi aure da wata yarinya, yana bayyana wannan ta hanyar cewa yana bukatar mai tsanani, matar aure, kuma ba dan uwan Nick ba har abada.
A watan Mayu 1997, Nika ta yi ƙoƙarin kashe kansa a karo na farko. Ta bugu kuma a wannan lokacin yana tare da mutum. Ta rataye a kan baranda, yana so ya duba kansa, a lokaci guda ya damu, amma bai iya hana kansa ba. Nick ya ceci wata mu'ujiza - ta fadi daga bene na biyar, ta gudanar don kama igiya, wanda hakan ya lalata faduwar. An sake nunawa jama'a ga Nike.
Bayan haka, Alain Galich ya fara aiki domin Nick ya fara aiki a asibitin Amurka, amma mahaifiyar Nicky ta dauke ta zuwa Yalta. A Yalta, Nicky ya yi mummunar tashin hankali, bayan haka an saka ta a asibiti. An samo shi daga wurin da wani tsohon abokin Kostya da kuma Alena Galich.
Nika ƙi zama kadai. Ba ta iya rayuwa ta kadai, don haka ɗakinta yana cike da mutane kullum. Shekaru 4 na rayuwarta ta zauna tare da wani mutum mai suna Sasha. Sasha ya sha tare da ita, amma yanzu ya yarda cewa Nick ya canza rayuwarsa. Wata rana Sasha ta tafi kantin sayar da kayayyaki, kuma Nick ya jira shi, yana zaune a filin bene na biyar, yana kwance ƙafafunsa. Lokacin da mutumin ya shiga cikin dakin, sai ta juya baya ta fadi. Ba a kashe kansa ba, amma a wannan lokacin abin ya faru shine Nick ba shi da goyon baya. A lokacin jana'izar Nicky da kuma cremation, babu wanda ya kasance. Uwa da kaka suna fama da rashin lafiya. Yarinyar, wanda ya fi jin tsoro da son zuciya, hanyar karshe ta shi kadai. Daya daga cikin "taurari" mafi ban mamaki. Irin wannan shine rayuwa, wannan shine rabo.